So, for someone who prefer's sex with girls.....

How the hell did I end up with two Male partners?

Definitely less drama..

Definitely more sex..

Not a fan of receiving oral..

I love giving oral..

The only downfall here is that it's STILL not girl-sex.

Ok... WTF

So I was feeling like shit this morning.  Bad enough that I went back to bed and slept for another 4 hours.  After he gets home from work and sits for a minute he orders me into the shower.  I shower, he fucks the hell out of me at high speed.  Think pile driver - not even remotely his usual speed - and orders me to wear the njoy to work.  I managed to talk him out of THAT particular piece of insanity.  I am liking the new rules still even if some of them are a pain in the ass.  Like journaling....  But you take the good with the bad right?

Tired

Anyone ever get tired of dealing with your own crap?  Yeah...  That's me right now.

Fine.....

Is this a case of be careful what you wish for?

We are so screwed..

Still here...

It's been a rough couple of days, with a new emotional vomit every damn day, but I'm still here...