Weeeee

Ok, so I'm on the third new med in a month, or at least I will be starting Saturday.  The whole point of this med thing is to control the chemical imbalance, right?  So why am I sitting in the middle of a panic attack every morning within an hour of taking my meds?  Time for a change... again...  The new ones are ridiculously expensive (thank all that's holy for insurance), and these will be my last attempt at it.  If these are as big of a bust as the other ones, I'm stopping with the medication thing.  I'll just have to learn to manage it without the meds.