Memories

Through your hands

Master played this for me the first night we were together...

Master

So last night I was giving M a massage, after a very lovely beating (thankyouverymuch Spider), and I picked up a few of the more sensory toys to use on him.  He loved it!  It's been something we discussed and he said that he wanted to feel what he was doing to me, so I did it.  So, technically, I topped him.  This is messing with my head.

 Mike with his winter coat

 Yes that's the 80lb 14 yr old driving.

His heart was as big as he was.  You'll be missed Mike.  *sigh*  And we get to mourn all over again when we tell the teenager.

This post was in one of the groups I follow on Fetlife.  Makes a bit of sense eh?

How emotions can make you feel better even when the emotion you are feeling is seen as "bad or inappropriate" by society. The main idea is to think a thought just above (or below on this list) where you are right now with the goal to be getting to joy

*"Rage gives you a feeling of relief from depression, grief, despair, fear, guilt, or powerlessness

*Revenge gives you a feeling of relief from rage

*Anger gives you a feeling of relief from revenge

*Blame gives you a feeling of relief from anger

*Overwhelment gives you a feeling of relief from blame

*Irritation gives you a feeling of relief from overwhelment

*Pessimism gives you a feeling of relief from irritation

*Hopefulness gives you a feeling of relief from pessimism

*Optimism gives you a feeling of relief from hopefulness

*Positive Expectation gives you a feeling of relief from optimism

*Joy gives you a feeling of relief from Positive Expectation" p.119