Brain saw...

Anyone have a spare one I can borrow?  I've spent the last week being defensive and stupid about everything until I realized why.  My icky bitch landlord?  The one that's kicking me out for no good reason?  She is acting like, and even has the same mannerisms as, my mother.  She  showed up with the dogs, which she never does, but she had to accompany her man.  Because apparently I can't be trusted around him?  After all these years? Like 8 years?  She was all smiley for the first drop off and had to try to see in the yard, like nothing was going on, like she wasn't kicking me out of my home.

ack... I hate being like this. Everything is all messed up in my head and it is now mixed in with the fact that the one thing that could make me happy to keep doing their dogs is gone.  I groomed Leo for 11 years and he passed away last Thursday.... They have 5 dogs and we do them in batches, first the little ones (3 scotties) then the big ones (2 St Bernards).

She was with for the original drop off of the little ones, the switch to the big ones and picking up the big ones.   She's never with.  Not ever.  Remember, she's accused me of sleeping with her man.  She wouldn't even get out of the vehicle after the first time.  So I just stood there until they drove away.  What a cunt....

On a good note, I got anal sex the other night.  WOOT!!